Sometimes when we go through our constant changes, we force things to an end, sometimes without noticing or even caring.
Then you can't understand what's happening, why someone you cared about suddenly doesn't want anything to do with you or let you go down life's road alone from now on.
Again, you search for all the answers in all the wrong places, blaming all the wrong things or people and making everything worse. Then you let in a total stranger and trust him or her with your life, instead of fixing what you've done. you think that everything will get better, but it will only get worse.
Yes, it's easy to scrum away from your problems, but then you go and do them all over again, or even worse, making bigger mistakes. And then things come an end between you and people who you've hurt and never realized it, and then hurt again and again without feeling anything or taking into consideration what you've done.
But who cares, right?
You've shown that you don't give a rat's ass about someone else, so why would you listen to what some guy writes on his blog? This isn't for you, you need to to go somewhere else, you're wasting your time by reading this! You will continue making the same mistakes, losing more and more friends, searching for love and comfort in all the wrong places, but you like it. You like the way it hurts, you like being that girl in Proverbs 4. So enjoy it.
Luckily, I know that one day when i'm browsing through all the life insurance quotes, I'll look back on my life with no regrets, knowing that I lived life with a smile on my face and not a brick in my heart.
Wasted time adds up to nothing