Sometimes in life, you find yourself searching for something, but you don't really know what you're searching for. You stumble and fall over the littlest things without even really knowing what's going on around you, but at the end you find yourself seeking only one word, attention.
So, you would do things you don't normally do just to draw attention to yourself, making you feel a little bit better, but not filling you up. So, what's left?
You resort to something you think would "help" the situation, driving to the bottle store ad buying the most expensive whisky you can get your hands on and then finishing the bottle all on your own. Some people even resort to suicide, as if that solves anything, but then they get their hour of attention and then life goes on.
Yes, I am cruel in saying that, but that's how life is, cruel. You either find a way to keep your head above the water or you drown, your choice. You either create a life where you can find yourself each and every day, without having to do something stupid to survive, or you go out and draw attention to yourself the whole time, making people not liking you any more.
So, ask yourself, do you only seek attention in life, or can you live without it?